...And there she goes. In case you're wondering, of course I'm upset but to be honest, my mind's more occupied by NS at the moment so maybe the actual shock of her being gone will really hit me a few weeks later.

I have never experienced anything like this before and what hurts is the fact that we split while still in love. I remember people asking me months ago if I really loved her and I merely answered "Not really, I'll try not to anyway." but I'm stupid, that's why. The Bangkok trip really brought us closer together and it's not just because we did a lot of Bangkok all night, folks.

The chances of us not meeting were so much higher than the chances of us knowing each other, I could have easily chose to not bother about "that girl at the cafe" and she could have gone home a little earlier. If anything, this will encourage me to take every chance I get, something as wonderful as this might just happen again. Not just in terms of girls, but everything.

To those who offered a listening ear and wished me luck for NS, I really appreciate them, thanks. And to Jules, I will look back on our days together with a smile and possibly an erection as well. You go have lots of fun in Perth and I will have fun in...Tekong...as well. Fuck.